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duminică, 18 decembrie 2011

No Light, No Light




You are the hole in my head
You are the space in my bed
You are the silence in between what I thought
And what I said

You are the night time fear
You are the morning when it's clear
When it's over you'll start
You're my head
You're my heart

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can't choose what stays and what fades away

And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say

Through the crowd, I was crying out
And in your place there were a thousand other faces
I was disappearing in plain sight
Heaven help me, I need to make it right

You want a revelation,
You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day,
You can't choose what stays and what fades away

And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say

Would you leave me,
If I told you what I've done?
And would you need me,
If I told you what I've become?
'cause it's so easy,
To say it to a crowd
But it's so hard, my love,
To say it to you alone

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day,
You can't choose what stays and what fades away

And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say

You want a revelation,
You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation

You want a revelation,
You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation, some kind of resolution
Tell me what you want me to say.

sâmbătă, 10 decembrie 2011

Decembrie

Zi mohorata de iarna. Cer gri si aer rece. Vreme uscata. Sambata . Pe la geam pescarusi. Mereu m-au uimit pescarusii aparuti in oras. Eram obisnuita cu ei la malul marii. Nu stiu cum au ajuns pana aici. Proabil foamea ii impinge departe de apele mari. Se multumesc cu mici lacuri si rauri amenajate . Azi zboara jos. Le e foame. Merg la bucatarie si iau felii de paine. Intoarsa la geamul dormitorului nu-i mai vad. Sunt dezamagita, au plecat. Deschid fereastra si aprind o tigare (obicei rau , de care nu ma mai dezbar) si dintr-o data ,uite-i! Doi pescarusi. Ce frumos zboara , plutesc lin si scot cate un tipat. Parca vorbesc. Se apropie de mine indrazneti. si atunci iau o felie de paine in mana si intind mana. Unul dinte ei vine si imi smulge painea din mana. Am simtit doar aerul cum imi atinge mana. Celalalt e mai timid. nu se apropie. Pun o felie pe pervaz. Vine si o ia in fuga. Incet , incet le castig increderea si se apropie . Se aseaza pe pevaz si ma studiaza. Imi e frica sa respir mai tare sa nu fuga si dintr-o data indraznetul sa aseza pe mana mea. Tresar ,dar nu trag mana. Sta asa pe mana mea.
E frumos . Sare de pe mana si se duce catre celalte felii de paine. Ia una si incepe sa ciuguleasca. Timidul sta si se uita. Ii imping incet o felie de paine. O ia lacom . Dupa ce au mancat toata painea, isi iau zborul. Zbora in cerc de cateva ori si se departeaza cu un tipat.
Am ramas singura la fereastra si acum simt frigul . Frigul singuratatii