Crying In The Rain

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain


If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you
So though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain


Raindrops falling from heaven
Will never wash away my misery
But since we're not together
I'll wait for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see


Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Everybody Hurts

Lorelei.

How Many Times

How many times i couldn't sleep
cos i saw you dying in my dreams
how many times you lied to me
raised my hopes and i believed
so many times you went away
even though you promised me to stay
you always said soon it'll be ok
but till today nothing's changed
and now i know its too late
you lost your soul you will never change
a strand of mine wasn't strong enough
you choose this life instead of love
now i know it's too late
you lost your soul you will never change
a strand of mine wasn't strong enough
you choose this life instead of us
how many times they said i''m a fool
but its your child i have faith in you
i always thought one day we'll reunite
leaving here, reaching paradise
but now i know it's just a dream
now i know it will never be,
beautiful completed family
you'll just exist in my dreams
now i know it's too late
you lost your soul you will never change
a strand of mine wasn't strong enough
you choose this life instead of love (
now i know it's too late
you lost your soul you will never change
a strand of mine wasn't strong enough
you choose this life instead of us
instead of us.....

photos taken by my son

I am proud ....:)

I Walk Alone

Put all your angels on the edge
Keep all the roses, I'm not dead
I left a thorn under your bed
I'm never gone
Go tell the world I'm still around
I didn't fly, I'm coming down
you are the wind, the only sound
Whisper to my heart
when hope is torn apart
and no one can save you
I walk alone
Every step I take
I walk alone
My winter storm
Holding me awake
It's never gone
When I walk alone
Go back to sleep forever more
Far from your fools and lock the door
They're all around and they'll make sure
You don't have to see
What I turned out to be
no one can help you
I walk alone
Every step I take
I walk alone
My winter storm
Holding me awake
It's never gone
When I walk alone
Waiting up in heaven
I was never far from you
Spinning down I felt your every move
I walk alone
I walk alone
Every step I take
I walk alone
My winter storm
Holding me awake
It's never gone
When I walk alone
Thanks to henry for these lyrics

Ever Dream

Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day

Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me

Would you do it with me
Heal the scars and change the stars
Would you do it for me
Turn loose the heaven within

I'd take you away
Castaway on a lonely day
Bosom for a teary cheek
My song can but borrow your grace

Come out, come out wherever you are
So lost in your sea
Give in, give in for my touch
For my taste for my lust

Your beauty cascaded on me
In this white night fantasy

"All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you.
One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain.
For yours I truly wish to be"

Nu te intoarce

Still Loving You

Oare va trece?

Trec printr-o perioada foarte dificila. Depinde doar de mine sa treaca.......Credeam ca sunt matura , dar m-am inselat .Credeam ca sunt puternica, dar m-am inselat. Credeam ca sunt corecta, dar m-am inselat. Credeam multe despre mine si m-am inselat. Nu imi plang de mila stiu ca am ce merit . Printe toate aceste frustrari stiu ceva , ca intotdeauna am luptat cu perseventa sa trec peste greutati. Acum trebuie sa lupt cu mine....da, e tare greu sa lupti cu tine... Poate e provocarea vietii mele, poate asta trebuia sa mi se intample ca sa mai depasesc o treapta in viata

it's all right